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TG: hey egbert

TG: are you there

TG: its kinda serious

TG: i guess

EB: hey. you all right?

TG: fine

TG: typical night terror

EB: oh.

EB: what about?

TG: the usual

TG: giantass green skeleton trying to kill us with a scoop of flying dog on the side

TG: im cool

TG: just lookin for a bit of friendly comfort

TG: dont tell the girls

EB: hehe. your secret is safe with me. how bout a distracting topic? like….

EB: how’s school?

TG: pft. fuck school

TG: it aint fair man

TG: we saved the world and no one knows

TG: we have ptsd and we have to go back to school like nothing happened

TG: like we played pac man or something

TG: not fuckin life destroying sburb

EB: yeah

EB: i know.

EB: then we have to add the power control.

TG: right??

TG: they were hella easy to control in the game

TG: like

TG: the time was me and i know every bit of it

TG: now its like… its own person or something

TG: i walked by some flowers at school and they died because i accidentally aged them up through time

EB: shit. anyone see?

TG: no

TG: thank god

EB: i got frustrated on a test the other day and a giantass wind blew through the window and the tests were flying in the air.

TG: haha

TG: ok but thats funny

TG: did i tell you we’re dissecting cats in my anatomy class

TG: if i can kill flowers by aging them up maybe i could bring all the cats back to life at once during class by aging them back

TG: be free kittens!

EB: pffftt you’re a dork and you love cats.

TG: duh

EB: ok, but don’t bring the cats back to life, okay?

TG: but why not?

TG: kitties john

TG: kitties

EB: i know! but we have to hide our powers until we have control over them again.

TG: well

TG: yeah

TG: ive just been thinking and stuff

EB: about what?

TG: the cat thing

EB: no bringing cats back to life!

TG: i know i know

TG: but like

TG: if i could

TG: bring the cats back i mean

TG: what if it worked on people

TG: i would age back only the person and not the world around them

EB: dave.

TG: i could help people

TG: i don’t have to hide my powers i could just use them for good

TG: i could bring people back

EB: dave!

TG: do you have any idea what i could do john

EB: they’re dead, dave! they’re not even on earth! they’re DEAD on another PLANET.

EB: they’re dead.

EB: leave it alone.

EB: dave?

EB: are you there?

EB: look, i’m sorry. i don’t want to make you feel bad, i just…

EB: they’re gone and it’s not healthy that you’re clinging on.

TG: i know

TG: thanks

EB: no, i’m sorry.

TG: john its fine

TG: i needed that

TG: its just not fair i guess

TG: we won and they’re still dead for protecting us

TG: the apartment is so quiet without him

EB: we didn’t win.

TG: what do you mean???

TG: if we didnt win then i wouldnt be here chatting to you about it

EB: we didn’t win. we never won. we’re dead.

TG: what the hell john???

TG: dont get all deep on me ok

TG: no mind blowing poetry about my existence

EB: we’re not talking, dave.

TG: what?

EB: we’re dead, dave. you’re dead. we were never meant to win. we were doomed. everyone was.

EB: i’m your imagination. you’re making this conversation.

EB: you’re dead, dave.

EB: john is dead.

EB: rose is dead. jade is dead. your bro. john’s dad. the alphas. the trolls. the villains.

EB: everyone is dead.

EB: and i’m in your head.

TG: shut the fuck up

TG: youre john

TG: we’re talking and youre john and thats it

TG: i cant make you up in my head, youre only you

EB: i can be anyone you want me to be.

TG: stop

TT: Who would you like me to be, Dave?

TG: stop

TG: im not dead

TG: we won

TG: we won and its over we won

TT: We died, bro. We’re all dead and you’re stuck in your own head.

TG: I want john back

EB: but i’m not john.

EB: i’m whoever you want me to be.

GG: its better this way dave!!!

GG: then we can talk all the time :B

CG: WHOEVER YOU WANT ME TO BE.

GC: 1’LL B3 WHO3V3R YOU W4NT M3 TO B3, D4V3.

TG: STOP

TG: STOP

TG: stop

TG: stop

EB: then get off the computer.



You do. You shove away desperately, coming back to yourself.

You’re in your room. Turntables nearby, bed unmade, cords making the floor a danger zone. You blink. The chat is gone. Everything that you had been watching show up in different colors just… disappears. It’s an empty chat between you and John.

So you try again with a deep breath.


TG: john???



You don’t get a reply this time.

You leave the computer. You can’t deal with his fucking prankster’s gambit right now. You need food. So you log off and leave your room.

It smells like pizza. You hear a voice.

“Got take-out, lil’ guy!”

You dash to the kitchen. Your heart literally hurts. There’s no one there. No pizza. The smell is gone.

Someone knocks at the door. A muffled voice comes through.

“Hey, Dave! We gonna hang out or what, or are you gonna ignore your best friend?”

You run. Rip the door open. No one there. In fact, you’re on the edge of your roof. You turn around. No apartment. Yes, you’re on the roof. You hear traffic. Looking down, there’s no cars.

You see Rose. Her long scarf is whipping violently in the wind as she walks down the middle of the road. She drops her black and violet knitting needles, and it’s so loud the way they clatter on asphalt in this silent city.

“ROSE!”

She looks up at you. And then she’s gone.



EB: i’m whoever you want me to be, dave.

EB: you’re dead.

EB: i’m dead.

EB: we are all dead, dave.

EB: you’re in your head, dave.



You’re not even at your computer. But you’re seeing his messages. You’re not on your roof. You’re no where.

You’re dead.

There’s nothing and it’s fucking infuriating. There’s no black space. You’re not floating. You’re nothing, but you’re conscious. You’re no where and you’re nothing and you’re dead. Absolutely dead.

No miracles. No plot twist. No happy ending.

You’re dead. And honestly, you didn’t expect more than this.
Was bored during my theatre history class. Drabbled this out in half an hour of boredness. 

Miss you all<3



(c) Characters belong to Homestuck, Andrew Hussie
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:iconsilvismn:
SilvisMN Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014
This is really well written. A good resort for when I'm feeling surreal (That's a good thing).
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you very much then! : D
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lokibrine Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Big Strider fan ay when I heard my friend readthis to me I though she was kidding but I heard my brother read it I thought hey that is cool.

-Blined kid
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Student Writer
Oh my gosh, thank you! I'm glad you think it's cool! I'm flattered, thank you. SMILEY FACE.
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lokibrine Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
your welcome
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Too-tired-to-life Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014
Damn. This is great, man. Well done.
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  Student Writer
thank you! c:
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Too-tired-to-life Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014
You're welcome ^.^
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ArtySkittle Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Fuck that was deep, good job <3
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you! c: 
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:iconanastasia8888:
This made me so depressed, I almost cried.. SHH xD oh and great story, I loved it!!
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Student Writer
oh why thank you! c: (sorry about the tears!)
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Anastasia8888 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014
No problem! and it's fine, I love stories that almost bring me to tears.
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:iconlederphyper:
lederphyper Featured By Owner May 31, 2014
oh
um
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner May 31, 2014  Student Writer
...?
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:iconmiestermakachop:
miestermakachop Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Artist
.... T.T why? just why?
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Writer
:iconcrazylaughplz:
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:iconmiestermakachop:
miestermakachop Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Artist
love you though <3 and i just saw your AOT Jean cosplay posts! BEAUTIFUL!! im getting an Eren Jaeger one real soon, and my girlfriend just got her Armin one, i see Eremin cosplay in our future :3 you are my cosplay mentor! <3 <3
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Writer
oh psh. xD i bought like ALL of my jean stuff, i'm not much of a mentor! 
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:iconmiestermakachop:
miestermakachop Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Artist
nah its cool, i bought my costume too! but i already had boots that worked well enough that i got for my birthday...i just need contacts now...and i love all your cosplays, especially on youtube! i always die laughing
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner May 14, 2014  Student Writer
ohhhh!!! jdioajfdiosa you<3 :iconblushplz: i'm flattered!!!
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:iconmiestermakachop:
miestermakachop Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Student Artist
^^ keep making them! you're halrious! i hope to be a famous youtuber someday 8)
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AymiChyan Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
holy shit, i know it was kinda dark at first, but then it got really fucking dark
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Student Writer
:iconcrazylaughplz: >:]
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Sonatic9000 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014
Oh my goodness that was amazing!!!! I can't wait for more stories!! Your such an amazing artist ^^
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Student Writer
thanks much!!!
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RainCloud10 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
oww Plajus...why you do this?? that hurt to read :'( probably because you're such an amazing writer hehe, this was awesome XD
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you so much! c: 
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RainCloud10 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You're so welcome! ^w^
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W-i-s-s-l-e-r Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist
Aaaah this was great, I loved it <333
Would I perhaps be allowed to draw fanart of a specific scene from this? 
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Student Writer
Of course!!! : D I LOVE fanart<3 Totes link me when you do it~
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W-i-s-s-l-e-r Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2014  Hobbyist
Aaaaand done!! i-suck-at-url.tumblr.com/post/…
Hope you like it~ <3
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Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Student Writer
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I REBLOGGED IT WITH MY COMMENTS BUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (some of the best fanart i've ever gotten, shh, omg<333)
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W-i-s-s-l-e-r Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist
((Wow this is the slowest reply ever I'm sorry about that))
Hgnhngn I'm so glad you liked it, it was so much fun to draw gfhgdkl <3333
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Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Student Writer
jdioajfiosajf I LOOK AT IT ALL THE TIME STILL<3
always tell me if you decide to draw from my stuff again. c:
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apocalyptic-Iggy Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awesome as always XD loved it!!
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Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014  Student Writer
thanks so so much!!! :3
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whues Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014
Oh my god!!!
I love this one. You're a really great writer! 
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014  Student Writer
thankies!!! x3
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Mytom101 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Omg, this, is THE CREEPIEST thing I have ever read.......
I LUV IT! X3
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014  Student Writer
thank you!!!
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Enjaru-chan Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
WHAT.
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DysfunctionalSerenty Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
That is beautiful. Literally my most favorite thing I have ever read- ever! Fantastic work, you wonderful person you! 
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2014  Student Writer
jdoajfeiowjfieoa ogm thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
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DysfunctionalSerenty Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You deserve it! 
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LunaFishy Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I cried.
As usual.
DAMN YOU!!! <333

This is amazing btw ;33
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks so much deary!!!<3 Tears mean I'm awesome. 
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carcinoGeneticist123 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh god, my feels... I think you broke them. I wish I could write something as beautiful and heartwrenching as this.
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:iconplajus-chan:
Plajus-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you, though. :3 
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foxy-little-vixen Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
After I read it, I was all like "Is life even real? Are we even real? Are you real? Am I real?" It was possibly the most terrifying moment of my existence. But only because I'm Thanatophobic...Which is basically the fear of death... I'm probably also Panphobic but I'm more Thanatophobic anyways...
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